~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Ok I'm gonna force you all to read my poems. First one was written in my army days. I remembered I was bringing the sick platoon to the Medical Centre and while waiting, I wrote it. The 2nd was written juz today. lol. Lost quite a few though thru the years.
Apollo has run his course,
now its time to rest his tired horse.
The silver moon is hidden behind a cluster of clouds,
and that has place the world under a shroud Now a gentle wind starts to blow,
from their guarded treasure the clouds starts to flee and away flow.
Shimmering blades of crystal silver hits the ground,
onto the unyielding earth this magical light pounds
Half the world is asleep,
and their secrets the dark do keep
Hush hush, the nite has fallen deep,
So close ur eyes now and go to sleep
Innocence Lost
Innocence has been lost,
At what cost?
Never shall we gaze,
At thy childlike face.
Never shall we hear,
thy carefree cheers.
Instead we see tears,
And we fear,
That the cost of losing Innocence,
Might be too dear.
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Exams are almost done for me, last paper's tmr.
I've been very busy studying as u can imagine. Just went to the briefing for my teaching thing and yea, everything is fine. =)
Princesa Miz has been getting some crap at wrk, just hope the Queen will not give her too much anymore. Hang in there ya.
I guess working life is like that, you'll have to meet ppl who are very selfish, and it shouldn't be that surprising cuz I believe that really good ppl are few and far between.
Only thing to do, is
Keep on swimming, keep on swimming
I really decided, I really cannot accept any1 who disregards other people's feelings in their quest to tell the truth or "saying the facts". Everyone makes mistakes. If you are going to adopt a holier-than-thou attitude to me, pls get lost.
I respect ppl who respect others, who are considerate and polite, who treat people frankly and sincerely.
Really, I have no idea whether I'll ever meet that someone who meets my expectations.
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
I am a recluse.
Ommmmmmm
Ommmmmmmmmm
Ommmmmmmmmmm
What does a recluse do? Meditate, Sleep, Shit, Eat, Meditate.
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Suddenly I realised how much I missed just studying and enjoying the time in the library.
These days, I resolve to smile more and more.
I can't wait to go P.Ubin to cycle!
My mind's wandering, bad sign. Points to my brain being overworked.
zzzz
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Woohoo!
Really had a wonderful day out with the gals, Xuan, Cheryl Tan, Ho2 and Karina.
WE had a good lunch at subway, and it was Xuan's first taste of it! Haha, the suah ku =p Then it was off to see Chloe! She is betrothed to me cuz I took her 1st kiss *evil smirk*
We went cycling and blading soon after, and for me, I had a horrendous time balancing my fat ass. Thank God for the patience of the gals, they circled me like nurses, and Karina was ever so patient! haha. I told Ho2 that she was like the rear scout in a route march, picking up the stragglers.
Oh by the way, me and Karina apparently look alike! Which is coolness cuz I always wanted to have a sister!
We went to Bedok jetty and the wind was marvellous, I have forgotten how much I missed the sea. I love the air, the sounds of the waves, the freedom that it represents.
Then Tan Tan suggested we buy Chloe some food which probably saved out skins. As we were returning our bikes(I switched to it halfway) it started to pour and we managed to take refuge in Macs. Thank God for globalisation.
We munched and made a fool of ourselves taking pictures lol.
Sadly, I didn't glance at the chio bus in ECP. =p
We then went for cakes at CoffeeBean.
Then back to Chloe's and woo hoo, for our feast at the famous blk 85!
Stingray, chick wengs, oyster omelette, carrot cake, sugar cane jucie, desserts,
WE=PIGS
Moral of the story? WE rock! XD
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Chloe!!! Pouty Princess
~} Moonshine
Ho2 and me again
~} Moonshine
Tan Tan and me 3!
~} Moonshine
and again..
~} Moonshine
The 2nd pic with Karina! Do we look alike?
~} Moonshine
Wahahaha, 'nuff said. Sucha barbie doll look!
~} Moonshine
Xuan Wan and Me , Beauty and the Geek?
~} Moonshine
What's so interesting?
~} Moonshine
Ho2 and me, we are at Mac, it was raining.
~} Moonshine
Xuan and tan tan
~} Moonshine
2nd attempt. Eyes more open?
~} Moonshine
Me and Karina, improptu pic
~} Moonshine
Chloe! We went to see her b4 we bladed
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Well, was supposed to have soccer today at SRC, but in the end it got cancelled, hence I am here writing this post. Yes I would rather have my soccer, its such a sunny day.
I think the key to being happy is to have things to look forward to constantly. Like me, I had looked forward to soccer and was happy. =/
Thank heavens I got other stuff ahead of me, my teaching career, a day out with my child lang pals, a day out with jiali etc.
I try to be as optimistic as I can in life, life's too short to cry and be sad. I try to understand my emotions, the "why" question so as to find the solutions. I apply this analytical spirit to almost all the things I do and thats why I feel a certain measure of affinity with Descartes. I think this will allow us to know ourselves more, be more self aware of our short comings and in the end, allow us to be better ppl.
Oh, I love Bread's IF.
I love Jay Chou's Ge Qian.
I love it when my hair gets wet.
I love it when the wind blows against me.
I love it when I see a beautiful sky.
I love Kettle's Dijon chips.
I love Subway's Parmesan Oregano and steak.
I love nice soccer shoes.
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
I accept you have done your best, and I won't ask for anything more. I'm happy to let what happened go. I know you have gone through some bad stuff because of me, and u have always acted with my interests at heart and there is no one at fault. Thank you for being sincere and for caring for me, I realised this more than ever now.
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Hmm, been talking with Jiali this few days, and glad to say, I feel like I'm back as a friend finally. No more liking le, but I will never forget wad she and me shared. Guess things are looking up, going out with my frens for movies, and I miss going out with Zen lol. We are two crappy ppl and she is vietnam siao! But I must admit, the spring rolls are very nice. Wahaha.
Still waiting for contact to be re-established. So yea.
Jiali told me I got the habit of expressing my feelings in my nicks, and she disapproves. I agree with her. So from now, I shall be nice and sweet.
I'm tired of gambling sometimes. Cuz I always seem to be dealt a poor hand.
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Recently, my group of girl pals are having problems with their own bfs.
This led me to reflect on the duties that both partners need to perform in order for a felicitious relationship.
Guy
Must love the girl
must not take the girl for granted
must be attentive
must learn to understand that she might have difficulties and if she flares at you, you should understand and love her even more
must look at the girl everyday as if it was the 1st day you fell in love with her
must appreciate what she does for you
must learn to still love her when she punches you and you aren't at fault
must cook her her favourite dishes
Girl
don't keep thinking it is a girl's right to have the guys give in everytime
when you ask "why can't he understand what I am going through??" ask yourself, have you tried to understand him?
Don't expect the guy to read your mind
If he tried 100%, treasure him for his efforts and don't be so ungrateful
Appreciate him
If you don't love him, tell him straight
If you do, don't nitpick if he is trying his best
Give each other the strength to carry on loving each other and don't let quarrels and misunderstandings sap this strength. If you know you did him wrong or if u know u made her sad, be brave enough to admit it.
Still confused, still hanging on to hope. =] Moody
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
There's often a thin line between being persistent and being obnoxious. How do we decide which side of the line do we fall into?
Obviously, it has much to do with the signals the object of your affections transmit. But what if her signals are inconsistent? How then?
Thus, a decision must be made, to persevere on, or to give up? I ain't a quitting man, perhaps thats why I pretty much get miserable in love.
I am persistent because I believe in you. Perhaps I watch too much tv, perhaps reality is not like that, there is no happy endings to all stories. But I will take my chances with this.
I know I was hot headed, my mum said I should have been more cool. Well, its all in the past, and I will just have to learn to be more detached.
Hope you'll take care of yaself, I won't contact u within this period. I do hope however, that one day, you can tell me what really happened so that I may share ur burden with u, if u have any. =)
~} Moonshine
Rion