~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Today I added jiali back into my msn. She has been really mature about this throughout these months. I hope I can repay her with the same maturity as a friend. I wish her and renhe well with my heart. Its time to move on.
~} Moonshine
Tink's b'dae's tml and I'm pretty pleased I finished the present le.
Anyway, another reason I'm pleased? I got my teaching appointment! Congrats to myself, heng I got it. Now my mum can retire earlier and I can do the thing I love most, bossing little kids around hehe >=D
I think, alot of times, ppl dun care for ppl the way they wanted to be cared. Too much concern is as good as no concern right? This proves that being to extremist is deadly. I shall tone dwn my care for others quotient more.
One of my friends told me that if I'm her bf, she'd die of jealousy cuz she said " I'm too nice to all girls." Ok now, to set the record straight, I'm nice to EVERYONE. Just that you all can't see me with my buddies as u all dun play soccer right? hehe, and lets just say my mum brought me up to be caring and polite to everyone. Politeness is something you owe to others, thats what I read from a book called " I am David". I don't say you are nice out of pity, I say ppl are nice ppl because I believe in my judgement. If u ain't nice, being the polite freak that I am, I'd keep silent. That said, as per above, I shall tone down my nice quotient as I do recognise truth in the comments. But then of cuz the gal I like will have special treatment from me la huh =p
Ok and today I told Karina I'm a hands freak. I MUST wash my hands with soap if I took a piss. I mean, I see guys in the toilets juz zipping and going and I think, TMD I WUN WANNA BE HIS BUDDY LOR. kns imagine la, he go with u to restuarant then go toilet, then come out, butter ur bread for u. Add seasoning to your bread huh, nice, foc somemore.
Anyway, hopefully my grp of year 2 gals can finally squeeze out the time for our dinner and chloe, haha, cuz its been postponed for almost 2 sems now.
ok, enough chit chatting, I hope u like this blog tink, its Forever Friends! hehehe =p
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Wootz, just got my blog site revamped. Damn, I used to think blogging is ma fan, but actually its quite fun. hohohoho
Ok, I'm into maplestory again, cuz my pals are inside. My brother still thinks its lame though. (ok la, I am into it, but not a fanatic)
This semester has gone by very very fast for me. Its not long ago when I was still eating ba kwa and loveletters. I wish new year was here again. No its not about the ang paos, its the food! Yesterday ate at Munchin Munkies with my two pals, Xuan and Tan Tan, and they commented I am very high maintenance. I agree lol, its the food that kills me. I can eat and eat and eat non-stop. If that doesn't kill me, soccer will hahaha. Get hantum by Everton fans.
Espanyol Princesa's b'dae is coming and I wanna thank Xuan for helping me with it and Kelly for vetting the bag. (actually, I like that bag so much that even if Kelly didn't approve, I'd heck care! hehehe >=p) These days haven't been able to talk to her much though, except online. But then, its ok, cuz we are all so busy, it'll be eating into our sleep time if we talk. Roll on the holidays!
Ohh, next blog thing will be about my favourite food. Stingray! And Tie ban tofu. I'm feeling hungry =.=
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Eh, I got tagged by Karina! So here are my 8 points about my dream girl. (Yes I am STRAIGHT)
1.) Reasonable
She must try to be as reasonable as she can. Cuz I am the type that will try my best in pampering and loving her, so if there are places I missed, she should be nice enough to know poor ol' me is trying my best and that I'll never do anything intentional to make her angry.
Okan interruption, my mum juz called me to catch a huge moth. Its dead now, amen. Back to the story!
2.) Silly
She should be warm and innocent in her own ways. She should have little idiosyncracies that I would find endearing, like having an obsession with clovers, or eyore or peppermint green tea or wang wang bubble tea or adidas(anything brown) or with swearing, with soccer. And how can I forget, Tinkerbell of cuz
3.) Filial
She must be respectful to elders, and love her parents. Cuz she'd have to love mine as well as I love hers.
4.) Sincere
Sincerity, meaning she must mean what she says, no lies, and be frank in what she does.
5.) Thrifty
She must know the meaning of saving money haha. I am a simple guy, with simple pleasures. And I think zhi zhu chang le. So she should be content and not expect the moon or the stars though of cuz I'll care for her with all my might.
6.) Of cuz she must try to like me as much as I like her. I dun wanna use love, cuz I think love is a theoretical position that is juz that, theory.
Well, I ain't a hard person to please, so if she can hit these 6 points, I'd be over the moon le. Haha, are you that ger then?
I'll be praying ;p
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
I almost forgot the experience of running with my pals from ntu.
Just went out yesterday with them for a run. We crisscrossed ntu and finally ended up at the pull up bars. They have REAL pull up bars, not like nus =.=
You know, I think I know the reason why I have to talk about ger stuff with my gal frens. Simply because they are girls! I can't talk soccer, or games, cuz they wun know, or wun be interested. lol, man the guys and me talked soccer for the whole 1/1/2 hours we ran! It was a shiok run, but I ruined it all by eating a bowl of noodles once I got back hehe. Didn't eat dinner ma.
That said, I must say all my female friends are really superb. Just wish they can be soccer fanatics too hehe. But then that'll be wishing for too much huh?
Espanyol Princesa became Royal Princesa liao. Also a Geek. So hi Royal Geek Princesa. RGP. Nice? hahaha
Exams coming, YiH Is on 24 hrs as of WED. And my projects are still not completed. Ah well, soon, I'll be out of schooling life for good. Enjoy giving us hell while u can!
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Yea, I agree with Espanyol princess. Singapore's hotter than a roasted red baboon's ass.
I am stoning most days, and I suspect my child lang lecturer hates late comers. I noticed my name got Ls all over. L=late, right?
Anyway, I managed to finish some of my essays, but got 4 more still, tho 2 are mini papers. We really shld get our soci proj off asap k, x, t, and h!
Met one of my ex guys last time, and he grew taller liao. Freak, think he is taller than me! Tian ah, did he eat growth powder?
Anyway, I got an inkling of a bdae pressie coming. Shh, mum's the word. But its nothing big la. =D
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Espanyol princess told me something that made me have a very firm belief in something. Its a bad habit of mine, cuz she also said something that JL once said to me. I haven't managed to really readicate this aspect of me yet. Heart u!
Thanks and I tried wang wang jelly drink oso! But its too carbonated =x
I simply am addicted to spongebob squarepants. And I look like patrick star. LOL. They are freaking airheads. But they are honest airheads.
And do you realise that cartoons, they are actually very deep? As in the things they talk about? Kids do not catch their hidden issues, but as an adult, I found them refreshingly engaging. Most of them are very very satirical. For e.g, when asked how to be cool, one said "We watch TV"
And coolness is all about gel, appearances etc. I mean a kid will laugh, but I found it so near the issues that we are dealing with.
Amazing. So pls get CARTOON NETWORK ppl. XD
~} Moonshine
Is a liking that was not grounded in reality a liking that is real? Or it is like an idiot's hallucination?
Xuan says she never believes in love that is not grounded by a solid friendship. So when she was quite skeptical about me liking a girl I have not seen before.
The logical part of me agrees with her. I do not see a future in a friendship nor relationship that is constructed online. Part of me is not ready to declare "I love her". What if all this is an illusion and I am left with nothing? There are so many unknowns to this that prevent me from making a claim.
But she is a girl that I know is good. Although I've been waiting since last september, I know she has her difficulties. Despite her difficulties, she has shown herself to be sweet and caring. Part of me, the emotional part, feels that she is really someone who suits me. She loves the simple life like me. She cares for others, and is not materialistic. I love that.
But without knowing her for myself in real life, this can only be a dream. A dream that will have no end as long as we remain apart. Her admirers are numerous. So where do I stand? She has moved to reassure me of her sincerity and I believe her. I really don't want another failure like JL. I just want a normal r/s that will have a future. Is this possible? To do so, you must expect, and that is not a good thing as there is no reality to this. Thus, I resolved to care for her without any conditions, without expectations. May is the slated month when we shall finally see each other for the 1st time. I really hope then our friendship will advance to a higher level. Hope this will have a happy ending.
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
I was in a good mood today, cuz juz went to cut my hair and feeling fresh and light when
I bumped into this stupid auntie on the bus. She was too lazy to prepare to alight and when the bus was moving off, then she pushed her way to the back to alight. By that time, me and another ger was holding onto the handrails as we were alighting next.
She started cursing us, scolding vulgarities etc. Pissed, I retorted, "Eh, use the front next time also can what". Not exactly the unsavoury words I wanted to burst out at her. At leas I was civilized enough.
Anyway, went for my teaching interview and the old ah pek there old me "Go for a longer stretch of relief teaching during the holidays, maybe u'll find out if it is the right choice" Go to hell la. I told them I don't mind putting in the effort to learn to overcome whatever difficulties I face as a teacher. I said I wanna change lives. I said I wanna bring them to a better place. What more does MOE want?
A GOD? A slave to the students? What?
F*** the world man.
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Man, I am crushed by projects shit!
LOL. Nvm, I love being busy, beats being bored right.
Anyway, I went KTV with Xuan today( and I said I was busy =p) Man SHE CAN SING!
I sang so badly with her that I think I should brush up on my songs big time lol. Liew, she is such a crappy ger! lol, kept laughing and chortling at my mishits lol.
Tink, add oil ya, you who can fall asleep eating. Don't over work ya body.
Ok, thats all the time i got. Ciao peeps
~} Moonshine
~~Shooting for the Moon~~
Ok, here is my official nick, pls call me TheArtsImp.
Anyway, I changed the pic cuz got some comments about it being too morbid lol. Hey, at least I showed the reality of life. Or perhaps I'm just trying to act artistic.
Anyway, heres a philosophical question. How do you know that what you see b4 u exists? Can our existence be just a dream? A dream that we do not noe we are dreaming about? Cuz we never know when we are dreaming can we? Unless we are talking about "lucid dreams". I had lucid dreams b4 and lemme tell u, its damn exciting. You'd be in the zone between sleep and consciousness. You'd think about something and when you close your eyes, you will dream about what you thought of. Its pretty cool, there's a floating sensation and bam! You are in the dream. But most dreams aren't like that. Most times we'd never know we are dreaming and what we dream will appear utterly logical to us.
One time I dreamt I was piloting a space craft, with no windows to block off the vacuum outside. And I didn't feel it was weird at all.
The implication here is ; What is knowledge? Can we really be sure of what we know? What if what we know isn't what we think we know? But does it MATTER? Is the chasing of knowledge, of truth to be placed on a pedestal? Hmmm.. Or can it be, if we think it exists, it doesn't matter if it really does? For example, in the Matrix, the guy who betrayed Neo was eating a steak, and he was saying, " I know its the Matrix telling me this steak is juicy, but frankly I don't care."
Humans do not like to be jolted from a stable life, their comfort zone. It doesn't really matter whether anything is real or not, as long as we lead a good life. Right?
~} Moonshine
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